the more i tell myself that i'll stop longing for you...
the more fate betrays me....
gaaahh why do you have to be soooooo..........likeable?........LOL
i need a new inspiration...anyone? ahaha
XD
Sweaty palms…
Fast heartbeat...
Cloudiness of thoughts...
People looking at you...
Pain scale increasing…
Unable to keep this to myself anymore...
Need to let it out...
Where’s the effing bathroom? LOL
So what, you think you’re awesome now, huh?
Well, guess what? You’re not.
Don’t get carried away with this fanciful delusion of your oh-so-perfect image.
You’re nothing but a fake, worthless and no-soul creation of an imaginative mind.
Others say you’re friendly and such. RIGHT.
You’re just vain, and a hypocrite who loves himself too much. TOO MUCH.
Be careful. Too much of anything is never good for anyone.
first greeting of the day:
"nice outfit! ..
"
hahah.
and i got 100 (qa).woohooo..
and he kept smiling at me! omg
"nice outfit!" ahah that made my day! 
gah..i lack inspiration..
smiles are not enough...
hahahha.
i miss _ _
update:
oh em gee..something happened just now...
he caught me twice.EWWWW so busted!!!
baka magfeeling! 